Fighting Monsters With Pie

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Yuuuup

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not missing her today

everyone on facebook has posted

 about missing their mom today

many of them gone from this world

some just far away from home

my mother is still living

but I’m not missing her today

for those of us whose mothers are

still “living”

but gone

it’s hard being between the two worlds

She’s somewhere lost

 lost in her anger

  in alcohol

  in dieing alone

  in manipulation

 and I’m left with all these messages about missing

 and all I miss is what I never had

what I now am to 3 wonderful souls

and that in between place of

not missing

and nobody gets it

nobody know how hard today actually is

for those of us who don’t get the sympathy that the survivors of the dead are rendered

we don’t get any words of comfort

any words at all

there’s no good way to come out and say “I’m sorry your mother is insane/drunk/angry/unsafe” 

but she is

and the one who raised me is dead…but grandmother’s don’t count

on mother’s day I’ve been told.

and neither does my mom

Pretty when you’re older

She kept repeating it
At least once a month
“she’ll be so pretty when she grows up”
I looked nothing like my gypsy mother with her olive skin & green eyes, long hair bleached blond to match her Danish father’s.
I looked French like my father, not like her or her people
Like a man who left her after giving me that out of place southern name that gave me nothing
but teasing in the towns we moved to
I’d wake up every morning & hurriedly check the mirror to see if I’d grown pretty in the night…
never did change my dark brown eyes
never did change my full lips
never changed into pretty

She always spoke it with such longing
and she’d take a long drag off her expensive cigarette.
And I’d wait
to someday
be pretty

i’ll be raising a glass on St.Pats

Actor  David Kelly died. :(

God rest yer soul. As Michael O’Sullivan in ‘Waking Ned Devine’ he was pure magic

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